It’s about time I did some time-traveling

A journalism student at university and I feel like a complete idiot for never writing down my experiences and posting them on the big bad web for people to read. It’s not that what I have to say is overly important and that I’m in need of avid readers, but I’ve done a fair share of traveling and why not share that with y’all? It will at least force me to raid my brain for the good and bad points of roaming the world, and hopefully I’ll take note next time I decide to jet off into the unknown.

Six months I was away from home, but for three of those months I reverted back to twelve-year old Annika, living in Fairfield, CT with her cousins and watching all the people she grew up with morph into these adults with their own agendas, attending prestigious universities, joining sororities and living the life I may have been majorly apart of, had my family not decided to uproot and move down under. I really did love being back home, summer in America has a completely different feeling; it’s full of country clubs, traveling to summer towns and consuming cookie-dough ice cream at least twice a day. During that US summer of 2013, I sent myself into NYC as much as possible. It was like a test for me– I remembered the city well, but I had to be sure that it was still living up to my dreams and expectations that shows like Sex and the City and Friends set for me. I wasn’t the nine year old, walking around the blue crisp city at Christmas to see the Radio City Rockettes anymore. I had my own plan, my writing goals that loomed far into future careers that only publications like Vanity Fair or The New Yorker seemed capable of holding.

Lost in the radiating concrete-dense heat, down in Greenwich Village, Washington Square Park and past the NYU buildings, I felt nothing but nostalgia for the life I never got to live and imagining every possible way that I could broadcast myself into the version of the person I wanted so badly to be. I’d get home, start and finish my four-year double degree, saving as much money as possible– enough to to pay a year of graduate school studying at NYU and chasing down mean editors in the hopes of a pathetic freelance writing position.

These three months moved like the heat- slow. It wasn’t something that bothered me, it was something that was sort of required and I wasn’t even fully aware of it at the time. The god damn beauty of hindsight. I visited my parents in Boulder, Colorado and my mother was quick to remind me on a daily basis that I was nothing short of the yank I always had been, and to not be offended when all my Australian friends might not be able to afford an overseas wedding– Thanks for the reminder, Gillian.

I shouldn’t really be overly surprised that it wasn’t the familiarity that made me see clarity, it was the unknown. I’d done America, I’d lived and visited many times, so why I thought it was the answer to my future and all my problems really doesn’t make a whole lot of sense (I’m not really full of problems, but we all kind of act like we are, don’t we?).

The places I hadn’t seen, and didn’t even belong to, were calling my name. I traveled Europe for an abrupt three months (due to a lack of funding– whoops-a-fucking-daisies), and it wasn’t even until my plane landed back in Sydney that I understood the notion of the “travel bug”. While it was all happening– the rush to make flights, the extended bus trips, the constant expenses, they seemed like nothing but a downer on what was supposed to be a fulfilling experience. Hindsight, you motherfucker, I had the best three months of my life and only the last few weeks and the depressing arrival home allowed me to see this.

This is me, just over a year from now– leaving for everything I just told you about.

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10 kgs lighter and terrified of saying goodbye to my Ma and Pa. So by looking at travel pamphlets, brochures from the Gucci museum and reading my extremely rushed and mediocre travel diary, I’m gonna reverse back the clock and write down anything and everything worth sharing– a pretty good excuse to relive it all, dontcha think?

IT’S NOW EMBEDDED WITHIN US

Looking back over the past few weeks, my investigation within the media as a whole has broadened my understanding of many new concepts and ideologies I had never thought about before. The things people blame the media for, the connotations received from images in the media, how ownership of the media effects our opinions, and the ideology of a mediated public sphere and how this allows us to voice our opinions and exchange ideas, have all been investigated by myself as a blogger.

My opinion on “social media” has not so much changed, but is now much more informed. Every form of social media has a list of pros and cons and it merely takes the researching of case studies to see how the usage of these can easily be abused. The fear of a “moral panic” outbreak as a result of this abuse of power within the mediated public sphere is what brings people to hold such negative connotations with the ideology behind social media. It has clearly, over time, become a large generational aspect that will continue to grow in disparity. Parents constantly condemn their children for using their phone too much, or spending too much time and energy on Facebook. For them, they see the negative aspects that are blown out of proportion (sometimes) on the news. For us as users, we are able to have constant contact with our friends, no matter where they are in the world. If we see something funny that we know a fellow friend will also enjoy a chuckle over—we share that image or clip with them. The “moral panic” of today, is that social media is separating us from the joys that are real and true in our actual lives. But what do we say to this, when social media has become something so heavily prevalent in our lives, that we’re not necessarily avoiding the beauty of life or it’s real issues, we’re just partaking in a whole other aspect of it?

That’s the main question I’ve learned to ask myself over these past few weeks of blogging. A lot of people these days put so much energy into hating the media, but social media has allowed us a whole new entry into the public sphere and I don’t think we should overlook it’s many positive aspects. Embrace the beauty of communication.